Steven Dybvad – Personal Journal – December 11, 2012

by Steven Dybvad

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Filling out cards and writing address after address is a much longer task than I ever would have thought. I know this sending out Christmas cards is supposed to be a selfless act but I can’t help feeling good about showing my gratitude and wishing everyone a Merry Christmas. This is unfortunate for me to say that it’s a foreign act. Drugs robbed me of all my ambitions and desires to think about or do anything for anyone else other than feed my addiction. I finally feel alive once again! It’s exhilarating to think about life and be a part of living instead of slowly dying the walking death, or dead man walking. Once again I care about people and what’s going on with their lives. I will stop at nothing to ensure that I never go back down that dark and deadly path of destruction. I want to live!

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