Steven Dybvad – Personal Journal – November 6, 2012

by Steven Dybvad

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Today is the big day we’ve all been waiting for, Election Day!  We finally get to find out if Obama will remain our president or if Romney will get to take the reins and make some substantial changes in our nation’s job growth and economy.   This election is extremely important to me because when I’m released in the year 2016, I’ll be stepping into a nation that this new presidency will create.  My career hangs in the balance between Obama and Romney.

The heat in this cell is absolutely horrible!  It’s just like summer all over again.  Hot, humid, muggy and just down right uncomfortable.  Sometimes I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and beat on a punching bag.  Don’t get me wrong, I’m not a violent person at all, never have been and I never will be.  I just have so much bottled up inside my soul that I don’t know what to do with it.  This is just another consequential result of my prolonged drug usage and not knowing how to positively deal with these bent up emotions without medicating with some kind of mind or mood altering substance.  Granted I could do drugs or drink in here just as easily as I did on the streets, but I never forget that drugs led me here in the first place and the thought of drugs back in my life scares me to death.

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